If I can lighten someone's load just a bit by reading this, then it is worth me putting my pain out there!
As of today I have photographed over 117 women. I am in the final stages of shooting, editing and creative design for the exhibit to be held at Gallery 2014 on January 9, 2016!
Throughout this process I have learned a lot about women, our psyche and more importantly myself.
My wish for women on this journey and truly all women, is that we stop as a society that is quick to judge, quick to hate and quick to not tolerate another persons journey. The saying that "everyone has a story" could not be more true.
People are always quick to judge me, "oh she has the perfect life" they say...
"She has a fabulous husband, perfect daughter, lives in a big house, drives a fancy car, travels the world." When in fact people really know nothing about me! Who am I?
I will tell you, I was a little girl sexually abused, sexually violated/abused day in and day out for years! I was a young woman that was always judged by my "good looks" and not my spirit, I was a piece of meat in which
most men could not get past my breasts and look me in the eye. Did they care that I had a brain, could carry a conversation and was probably more worldly than them? NO!
Fast forward, I got married to an abusive husband, quickly realized I could not raise my daughter in that environment. My ex husband stole all of my money and did not pay child support. Temporarily moved back home with the person that abused me with my infant daughter. I threatened him every day, you touch my daughter and I will kill you!!!!!
Ten years single raising my amazing daughter....
Fast forward, I meet a wonderful man, that I can trust and feel safe with, that came with his own baggage and set of issues.
By this time I had been diagnosed with a disease that for the last 13 years has me go to the doctors every six months, get blood work and adjust my medicines. and I can gain record weight in no time! In addition to that I have spots in my left lung, that I check once a year, have a tumor, between my eye and nose. Any my list goes on and on.
I do not tell you all of this because I want you to feel sorry for me, because there is nothing to feel sorry about. I tell you this, because I know many of you have judged me and formed your prejudice towards me and that is okay. At the end of the day, I do not need anyone on MY journey, because only I can live it, no one can live it for me, not my fabulous husband or amazing daughter or my handful of true friends, only I can do that for me.
I am thankful for my life and everything that has come along the way, it has made me stronger,
compassionate, resilient and finally able to love and accept the person I have become. Life is a work in progress, do not beat yourself up, there are plenty of people that will do it for you!
My you all find the light on your journey!
Love & light,
Elizabeth
p.s. here is my 10 pounds in a month!!! Are you going to make a quick judgement, like me any less?
Friday, October 30, 2015
Wednesday, April 15, 2015
What Self Revealed the "Naked" photography project has revealed to me.
Yesterday I reached a milestone, I photographed 50 women for my Self Revealed photography project. I still do not have the diversity I want but I am thrilled with the outcome so far.
The most significant thing about this project is the profound affect it has had on me and I am not sure I will ever find the words to express the enormous amount of emotions or the hours on end of reflection i have after a photo shoot.
I also did not realize the impact I would have on the majority of these women where my photographing them has been a "life changing" experience for them. I have said it at least 100 times, I know that getting naked in front of a stranger is not an easy thing, but the women that come with an open mind and heart are open to an experience the allows them to see what I see, that they are beautiful beings of light!
All my life I have been surrounded by women that are all too quick to pass judgment on other women because they "don't fit in" and I will admit that I on a few occasions have been guilty of such pettiness.
I always hear Maya Angelou's voice in the back of my mind stating that she does not allow other women in her presence speak ill of other women and if they ever did she would ask them to leave.
What a concept, if we all could live up to this standard how wonderful would the world be.
It seems that my project was a few months ahead of its time with all the body conscious campaigns such as "I am no angel". Why do we solely focus on our exterior and not our soul/spirit?
Why is it that we are the ones that are most critical of ourselves and then expect someone to love us when all we do is point out or flaws.
I will tell you that skinny or full figured, I have witnessed and felt women's pain along this journey and if there is one thing I wish for all of the women that have so bravely taken this journey with me is love!
Love yourself first and always! Never surrender your power, never give anyone the power to make you feel less than you are and never allow anyone make you feel not worthy.
I love you and have faith that you will continue your journey of self love and discovery!.
Elizabeth
p.s. if you are one of those women and have been moved by this experience please share your experience. It is with the hopes that we can change lives one woman at a time. ;-)
The most significant thing about this project is the profound affect it has had on me and I am not sure I will ever find the words to express the enormous amount of emotions or the hours on end of reflection i have after a photo shoot.
I also did not realize the impact I would have on the majority of these women where my photographing them has been a "life changing" experience for them. I have said it at least 100 times, I know that getting naked in front of a stranger is not an easy thing, but the women that come with an open mind and heart are open to an experience the allows them to see what I see, that they are beautiful beings of light!
All my life I have been surrounded by women that are all too quick to pass judgment on other women because they "don't fit in" and I will admit that I on a few occasions have been guilty of such pettiness.
I always hear Maya Angelou's voice in the back of my mind stating that she does not allow other women in her presence speak ill of other women and if they ever did she would ask them to leave.
What a concept, if we all could live up to this standard how wonderful would the world be.
It seems that my project was a few months ahead of its time with all the body conscious campaigns such as "I am no angel". Why do we solely focus on our exterior and not our soul/spirit?
Why is it that we are the ones that are most critical of ourselves and then expect someone to love us when all we do is point out or flaws.
I will tell you that skinny or full figured, I have witnessed and felt women's pain along this journey and if there is one thing I wish for all of the women that have so bravely taken this journey with me is love!
Love yourself first and always! Never surrender your power, never give anyone the power to make you feel less than you are and never allow anyone make you feel not worthy.
I love you and have faith that you will continue your journey of self love and discovery!.
Elizabeth
p.s. if you are one of those women and have been moved by this experience please share your experience. It is with the hopes that we can change lives one woman at a time. ;-)
Wednesday, February 11, 2015
EXXON MOBIL RECORD BREAKING PROFITS SUBSIDIZED BY THE U.S. GOVERNMENT, WHILE 46.5 MILLION AMERICANS LIVE IN POVERTY!
I KNOW THERE IS A LOT OF INFORMATION AND MUCH TO READ, BUT THIS IS WHY PEOPLE NEED TO EXERCISE THEIR RIGHT AND VOTE!
Billionaire's, millionaires, and the vast interpretation of wealth.
Every one has a different perspective on wealth you cannot compare a person that has one million dollars to one that has one hundred million dollars which is enormously different from a BILLIONAIRE. So after reading all these figures, I can say I have moderate wealth. I can also say that I donate at least 10% to charity.
If I continue to get "taxed" the ones losing will the charities.
Why do we always have to tax the moderate income and moderate "wealth" Why can we not close the loopholes that exist to phohibit companies like Exxon (second wealthiest company) and have them pay and not be subsidized.
WHY BECAUSE YOUR CONGRESSMAN/WOMEN ARE A BUNCH OF WHORES THAT SPREAD THEIR LEGS WIDE OPEN TO THE LOBBYISTS! BOTTOM LINE! TAX CORPORATE AMERICA, THE BIG FORTUNE 500 COMPANIES. CLOSE THE LOOPHOLES.
Oil giant Exxon-Mobil today announced that it made almost $11 billion in profits through the first three months of this year, a nearly 70 percent increase in its first quarter profit from last year. Democrats in Congress have, for years, been trying to cut the nearly $4 billion in taxpayer subsidies that go to oil companies every year, and cited today’s profits as one more justification for removing this taxpayer-funded largesse.
“We have to take away the subsidies for these five major oil companies,” said Senate Majority Leader Harry Reid (D-NV). “There’s no need for these subsidies. The companies have broken records [with their] profits.” Exxon-Mobil’s vice president for public and government affairs Ken Cohen responded today by whining that cutting oil company subsidies amounts to a tax increase:
“Over the last week as earnings season has approached, the Democratic Party leadership again talked about removing what they call $4 billion in oil industry subsidies,” [ExxonMobil’s vice president for public and government affairs Ken] Cohen said. “But what they really mean is that they want to increase our taxes by taking away long-standing deductions for our industry while leaving these same deductions in place for other sectors of the economy.”
Exxon, of course, paid absolutely nothing into the Federal Treasury in 2009, while still receiving these subsidies. And the rest of Exxon’s Big Oil brethren, while not doing quite as well, all made billions off of the rising price of oil. In fact, the five biggest oil companies — Exxon, Shell, ConocoPhillips, Chevron, and BP — made a combined $32.7 billion in the last three months:
The U.S. has 571 Billionaires
- There are more millionaires in the United States than ever before. The number of households with net worth of $1 million or more, excluding their homes, is at a record 9.63 million, according to a new report.Mar 13, 201According to the report, members of Congress receive an annual salary of $174,000 — which alone puts them in the highest-paid 5 percent of U.S. workers. They also, however, receive a host of additional benefits that put their total annual compensation at around $285,000.Jul 27, 2011
Time Magazine, Vol. 152 No. 19About $59 billion is spent on traditional social welfare programs. $92 billion is spent on corporate subsidies. So, the government spent 50% more on corporate welfare than it did on food stamps and housing assistance in 2006.
Before we look at the details, a heartfelt plea from the Save the CEO’s Charitable Trust:There’s so much suffering in the world. It can all get pretty overwhelming sometimes. Consider, for a moment the sorrow in the eyes of a CEO who’s just found out that his end-of-year bonus is only going to be a paltry $2.3 million.“It felt like a slap in the face. Imagine what it would feel like just before Christmas to find out that you’re going to be forced to scrape by on your standard $8.4 million compensation package alone. Imagine what is was like to have to look into my daughter’s face and tell her that I couldn’t afford to both buy her a dollar sign shaped island and hire someone to chew her food from now on, too. To put her in that situation of having to choose… She’s only a child for God’s sake.”It doesn’t have to be this way. Thanks to federal subsidies from taxpayers like you, CEO’s like G. Allen Andreas of Archer Daniels Midland was able to take home almost $14 million in executive compensation last year. But he’s one of the lucky ones. There are still corporations out there that actually have to provide goods and services to their consumers in order to survive. They need your help.For just $93 billion a year the federal government is able to provide a better life for these CEO’s and their families. That’s less than the cost of 240 million cups of coffee a day. Won’t you help a needy corporation today?The Traditional Welfare Queen
Definition: social welfare
n. Financial aid, such as a subsidy, provided by a government to specific individuals.When one thinks about government welfare, the first thing that comes to mind is the proverbial welfare queen sitting atop her majestic throne of government cheese issuing a royal decree to her clamoring throngs of illegitimate babies that they may shut the hell up while she tries to watch Judge Judy. However, many politically well-connected corporations are also parasitically draining their share of fiscal blood from your paycheck before you ever see it. It’s called corporate welfare. The intent here is to figure out which presents the greater burden to our federal budget, corporate or social welfare programs.There are, of course, positive and negative aspects to this spending.The primary negative aspect is that you have to increase taxes to pay for it. Taxing individuals lowers their standard of living. It reduces people’s ability to afford necessities like medical care, education, and low mileage off-road vehicles.The common usage definition of social welfare includes welfare checks and food stamps. Welfare checks are supplied through a federal program called Temporary Aid for Needy Families. Combined federal and state TANF spending was about $26 billion in 2006. In 2009, the federal government will spend about $25 billion on rental aid for low-income households and about $8 billion on public housing projects. For some perspective, that’s about 3 percent of the total federal budget.Note: I do not consider Medicaid to be included in the term “welfare” as it is used in common parlance. Typically, if one states that someone is “on welfare”, they mean that the person is receiving direct financial aid from the government. If we included Medicaid in our definition of social welfare, we would also have to consider any service that the government pays for to be “welfare”. For instance, public roadways to individuals’ homes would also be considered “welfare” under that expansive definition.TANF (Temporary Aid to Needy Families)
Another negative aspect relates to the fact that social welfare programs reduce the incentive for recipients to become productive members of society. However, in 1996, Congress passed a bill enacting limited welfare reform, replacing the Aid to Families with Dependent Children (AFDC) program with the new Temporary Aid to Needy Families (TANF) program. Now, with the recent changes in healthcare including Obamacare tax implications, some states are enacting strict criteria that a family must meet to be eligible for TANF. One key aspect of this reform required recipients to engage in job searches, on the job training, community service work, or other constructive behaviors as a condition for receiving aid. The bill was signed by a man named Bill Clinton, who is much better known for an act of fellatio which, of course, had far greater societal implications. Regardless, the success of this reform was pretty dramatic. Caseloads were cut nearly in half. Once individuals were required to work or undertake constructive activities as a condition of receiving aid they left welfare rapidly. Another surprising result was a drop in the child poverty rate. Employment of single mothers increased substantially and the child poverty rate fell sharply from 20.8 percent in 1995 to 16.3 percent in 2000.Graph Source: http://census.gov/hhes/www/poverty.htmlThe Corporate Welfare Queen
Now, let’s consider the other kind of welfare.Definition: corporate welfaren. Financial aid, such as a subsidy, provided by a government to corporations or other businesses.The Cato Institute estimated that, in 2002, $93 billion were devoted to corporate welfare. This is about 5 percent of the federal budget.What is NOT considered corporate welfare?
- Government Contracts - To clarify what is and isn’t corporate welfare, a “no-bid” Iraq contract for the prestigious Halliburton, would not be considered corporate welfare because the government technically directly receives some good or service in exchange for this expenditure. Based on the Pentagon’s Defense Contract Audit Agency (DCAA) findings of $1.4 billion of overcharging and fraud, I suppose the primary service they provide could be considered to be repeatedly violating the American taxpayer.
- Tax Breaks – Tax breaks targeted to benefit specific corporations could also be considered a form of welfare. Tax loopholes force other businesses and individual taxpayers without the same political clout to pick up the slack and sacrifice a greater share of their hard-earned money to decrease the financial burden on these corporations. However, to simplify matters, we’ve only included financial handouts to companies in our working definition of corporate welfare.
What IS considered corporate welfare?
- Subsidies – On the other hand, the $15 billion in subsidies contained in the Energy Policy Act of 2005, to the oil, gas, and coal industries, would be considered corporate welfare because no goods or services are directly returned to the government in exchange for these expenditures.
Infographic Source: http://awesome.good.is/transparency/web/1012/subsidize-this/flat.htmlWhenever corporate welfare is presented to voters, it always sounds like a pretty reasonable, well-intended idea. Politicians say that they’re stimulating the economy or helping struggling industries or creating jobs or funding important research. But when you steal money from the paychecks of working people, you hurt the economy by reducing their ability to buy the things they want or need. This decrease in demand damages other industries and puts people out of work.Most of the pigs at the government trough are among the biggest companies in America, including:- The Big 3 automakers
- Boeing
- Archer Daniels Midland
- Enron
Farm Subsidies
However, the largest fraction of corporate welfare spending, about 40%, went through the Department of Agriculture, most of it in the form of farm subsidies. (Edwards, Corporate Welfare, 2003) Well, that sounds OK. Someone’s got to help struggling family farms stay afloat, right? But in reality, farm subsidies actually tilt the cotton field in favor of the largest industrial farming operations. When it comes to deciding how to dole out the money, the agricultural subsidy system utilizes a process that is essentially the opposite of that used in the social welfare system’s welfare system. In the corporate welfare system, the more money and assets you have, the more government assistance you get. Conversely, social welfare programs are set up so that the more money and assets you have, the less government assistance you get. The result is that the absolute largest 7% of corporate farming operations receive 45% of all subsidies. (Edwards, Downsizing the Federal Government, 2004) So instead of protecting family farms, these subsidies actually enhance the ability of large industrial operations to shut them out of the market.Graph Source: http://ers.usda.gov/dataWal-Mart. Always high subsidies. Always.
The same is true in all other industries, too. The government gives tons of favors to the largest corporations, increasing the significant advantage they already have over smaller competing businesses. If, in the court of public opinion, Wal-Mart has been tried and convicted for the murder of main street, mom-and-pop America, then the government could easily be found guilty as a willing accomplice. Wal-Mart receives hundreds of millions of dollars of subsidization by local governments throughout the country. These subsidies take the form of bribes by local politicians trying to convince Wal-Mart to come to their town with the dream of significant job creation. Of course, from that follows a larger tax base. For example, a distribution center in Macclenny, Florida received $9 million in government subsidies in the form of free land, government-funded recruitment and training of employees, targeted tax breaks, and housing subsidies for employees allowing them to be paid significantly lower wages. A study by Good Jobs First found that 244 Wal-Marts around the country had received over $1 billion in government favors.The Big Picture
So now let’s look at the big picture. The final totals are $59 billion, 3 percent of the total federal budget, for regular welfare and $92 billion, 5 percent of the total federal budget, for corporations. So, the government spends roughly 50% more on corporate welfare than it does on these particular public assistance programs.Should we spend less on corporate welfare and/or social welfare programs? Or should we spend even more? It’s up to you. A bunch of people died horrible deaths to make sure this country remained a democracy, so if you feel strongly about this issue you owe it to them to call or write your congressman and senators and give them a piece of your mind.Census figures released in September 2013 confirm that record-high numbers of Americans are living in poverty. The latest data reveal.One out of seven people in the USA are living in poverty.In 2012, 46.5 million people were living in poverty in the United States—the largest number in the 54 years the Census has measured poverty.The poverty rate (the percentage of all people in the United States who were poor) also remained at high levels: 15% for all Americans and 21.8% for children under age 18.The United States Bureau of the Census measures poverty by comparing household income to the poverty threshold for a household of a given size. The poverty threshold is adjusted each year to take account of changes in the cost-of-living. The poverty threshold is not, however, representative of what a family actually needs for a decent living. For example, in 2012, the weighted average poverty threshold for a household of four was only $23,492.Almost one out of sixteen people in the USA are living in deep poverty.People with income 50% below the poverty line are commonly referred to as living in deep poverty; Census figures show that, in 2012, 6.6% of our population, or 20.4 million people, were living in deep poverty.
After years of Congressional gridlock, a record number of states have started taking action in recent years to raise the minimum wage.
- 29 states, plus the District of Columbia, have set their minimum wage above the federal level of $7.25 per hour as of Jan. 1, 2015
- 15 states, plus the District of Columbia, index their minimum wages to rise automatically with the cost of living. 10 states currently index minimum wage increases each year: Arizona, Colorado, Florida, Missouri, Montana, Nevada, New Jersey, Ohio, Oregon and Washington. Five more states, plus the District of Columbia, will index minimum wage increases annually beginning in future years: Alaska (2017), D.C. (2017), Michigan (2019), Minnesota (2018), South Dakota (2016) and Vermont (2019).
- 8 states have set the tipped minimum wage equal to the value of the full minimum wage, ensuring that tipped workers are paid the full minimum wage directly by their employer
See the list below for the minimum wage in each state.
Current and Projected Minimum Wage by State (in U.S. Dollars)
| State | 2015 | 2016 | 2017 | 2018 |
|---|---|---|---|---|
| Alabama | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 |
| Alaska † | $8.75 | $9.75 | $9.75 | $9.75 |
| Arizona * | $8.05 | $8.20 | $8.45 | $8.65 |
| Arkansas | $7.50 | $8.00 | $8.50 | $8.50 |
| California | $9.00 | $10.00 | $10.00 | $10.00 |
| Colorado * | $8.14 | $8.30 | $8.41 | $8.60 |
| Connecticut | $9.15 | $9.60 | $10.10 | $10.10 |
| Delaware | $8.25 | $8.25 | $8.25 | $8.25 |
| District of Columbia † | $10.50 | $11.50 | $11.50 | $11.50 |
| Florida * | $8.05 | $8.22 | $8.42 | $8.61 |
| Georgia | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 |
| Hawaii | $7.75 | $8.50 | $9.25 | $10.10 |
| Idaho | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 |
| Illinois | $8.25 | $8.25 | $8.25 | $8.25 |
| Indiana | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 |
| Iowa | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 |
| Kansas | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 |
| Kentucky | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 |
| Louisiana | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 |
| Maine | $7.50 | $7.50 | $7.50 | $7.50 |
| Maryland | $8.00 | $8.75 | $9.25 | $10.10 |
| Massacusetts | $9.00 | $10.00 | $11.00 | $11.00 |
| Michigan † | $8.15 | $8.50 | $8.90 | $9.25 |
| Minnesota † | $9.00 | $9.50 | $9.50 | $9.71 |
| Mississippi | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 |
| Missouri * | $7.65 | $7.80 | $7.90 | $8.05 |
| Montana * | $8.05 | $8.20 | $8.45 | $8.65 |
| Nebraska | $8.00 | $9.00 | $9.00 | $9.00 |
| Nevada * | $8.25 | $8.25 | $8.25 | $8.25 |
| New Hampshire | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 |
| New Jersey * | $8.38 | $8.59 | $8.78 | $8.97 |
| New Mexico | $7.50 | $7.50 | $7.50 | $7.50 |
| New York | $8.75 | $9.00 | $9.00 | $9.00 |
| North Carolina | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 |
| North Dakota | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 |
| Ohio * | $8.15 | $8.30 | $8.50 | $8.70 |
| Oklahoma | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 |
| Oregon * | $9.25 | $9.45 | $9.65 | $9.86 |
| Pennsylvania | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 |
| Rhode Island | $9.00 | $9.00 | $9.00 | $9.00 |
| South Carolina | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 |
| South Dakota † | $8.50 | $8.50 | $8.50 | $8.50 |
| Tennessee | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 |
| Texas | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 |
| Utah | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 |
| Vermont † | $9.15 | $9.60 | $10.00 | $10.50 |
| Virginia | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 |
| Washington * | $9.48 | $9.67 | $9.87 | $10.09 |
| West Virginia | $8.00 | $8.75 | $8.75 | $8.75 |
| Wisconsin | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 |
| Wyoming | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 | $7.25 |
* States that currently index minimum wage increases annually to rise with the cost of living. Projected indexed minimum wages are based on Congressional Budget Office projections.
† States that will index minimum wage increases annually beginning in future years. Projected indexed minimum wages are based on Congressional Budget Office projections.
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