Sunday, August 5, 2012

Good to be home! Maybe?

Well I have been home for almost a week now and have gotten through most of my doctor appointments with almost flying colors, seen some of my family and friends,  gone through months of mail, paid bills and try to get my home back in order. Coming home to pool problems, broken refrigerators,  white fly infestation, puppy issues, amongst other things is a quick reality check, everything thrown at me all at once, why hold back? Trying to teach a nineteen year old responsibility and how to respect property, even if it is her parents home. In reality, I care about these things, but not really, after my rebirth on July 14th I really don't care much about anything, not the material at least, not that I had much importance on it before, but now there is a sense of appreciating what is really important and that is the gift of life and what we do with it! No I have not had a spiritual awakening, I think I was already on pretty solid ground where that is concerned, but lets say a reaffirmation of life, and the important things in my life that I want to continue or discard. My wish, is that my husband find peace in his life, his story to tell not mine, my daughter continue on her path, and I want be true and real with myself and my wants and needs. And then the simple task of remembering how blessed I am and LIVE my life. Too many of us get caught up in the routine and the rat race and forget to live and cherish where we are and what we have or don't have.. I am going to make sure  to remind myself and those around me to slow down and enjoy these moments that are so fleeting! I am also so behind on my photos, sorry! :-( I promise this week at some point I will post, maybe when I am recovering from my sinus surgery! Have a wonderful weekend and see you soon! love and light,
E

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